~42Kitty
Lonly and Lost 
He will always be my worldAs I fall to my knees and plead for him to stay He starts to walk awayHe will always be my world
I start to cry And he turns to face me “You are useless”
He smiled and evil smile Then said to me
“I can no longer think of why I was with you. You fall to your knees and beg me to stay and yet you can not tell me why I should. You are nothing to me and will never be anything to me. I never saw you the way I should have. You have always been nothing to me. Why do you think that I would leave?”
He pulsed and then turned aging Then started walking
I screamed at
in Open on 10/20/08
A creature with nothingAs I bite into the neck of my prey I feel a burning in my throatA creature with nothing
I look at the dead animal in front of me
Not realizing what I have done wrong Not a tear will sweal in my eyes For I am an immortal
I can not eat the food that my friends and family eat I can only drink blood to quench I thirst
I feel sorry for these animals But I refuse to take a human life
I have nothing to live foreword to
I have nothing that I remember from my human self I lost each and every memory that I ever had
I can not sleep Although if I don’t quench
in Open on 10/20/08
I want youI want you here I want you to stayI want you
So that i can hold you closer each day And so You will never want to run away
in Open on 10/11/08
When youGreener then grass Blue'r then the sky I see beauty when i look in your eyesWhen you
Reder then a rose Blue'r then the sea I feel saffer when you are with me
in Fixed on 10/11/08
Gooy RatA tiny rat sat in a hat that belonged to a nasty girl she sat on the hat and squished the rat turning it into gooGooy Rat
in Fixed on 10/11/08
as thingsAs things change As things grow As people live a day thats oldas things
a loss of one a gain of another a memory that will last forever
as they are born and as they die we try our best to live our owen lives
we meet new people we love just one
and nothing can stand what we have done
we chose our own path and they chose theirs
i just wish that people would not wind up there in hell i mean i know is true
but at least i can live
knowing that i have found you
in Fixed on 6/17/08
nothingNothing more Nothing less Only i think your the best Kiss my lips Hold me tight And say you love me For just one more Nightnothing
in Fixed on 6/12/08
he is the teddieHe is the teddie bear that lays on my bead at nighthe is the teddie
He is the teddie bear that i cuddle when im sad
He is the teddie bear
that i hugged the first day we met
He is big bear that i miss and love to bits
in Fixed on 6/12/08
Saying GoodbyeSaying a long goodbye Saying goodbye for the rest of my life Saying goodbye to the people I love Saying goodbye to my one and only friendSaying Goodbye
Going to miss them all so much Moving so far yet still feeling close Living somewhere new but wanting to be with them Leaving all my friends behind Leaving the life I used to hate so much
in Spoken Word on 5/16/07
BrokenMany things that doubt my mind But none that are worse then you put in there Many things where left unsaid And many hearts broken in the prose’sBroken
As a little monkey once said to me “Let your troubles fly away free” But knowing me I could not do that
Broken hearts Broken promises That’s all you ever gave to me Along with a broken love
Many things may remain broken
But you my friend can count that my heart And everything else that you broke
Will be stuck back together someday
If something gets broken
I can always
in Fixed on 3/29/07
What have I become?As many things cross threw my mind One stood out over timeWhat have I become?
It was a thought that led back to you Something that I dreaded to think too The thought of going back to that life The thought of you wanting me to be your wife
I scream and shout but it won’t go away This thought is here and here to stay As I try to go to sleep at night It haunts my dreams and stays in my head all night
What have I become? I know that I will soon be a mum To a kid that will not know its own farther at birth But to know another who will be there on this earth Someo
in Spoken Word on 3/25/07
Wanting to be his foreverLooking back into the past Wishing that he was my very last Looking into his deep brown eyes Melting deep insideWanting to be his forever
Kissing his tender lips and feeling fuzzy inside and out Wishing there was nothing else but this Hugging up against his warm touch Wishing there was something I did with him instead of another
His touch so loving His hugs so warming His kisses so tender
Missing him like anything Loving him the more we are apart Just wishing that I will be with him Until the day I fall apart
in Spoken Word on 3/3/07
Lies and ConsLies and cons That is all that he was good for Starting something But to childish to finish itLies and Cons
Making something special But not facing up to what he has done Lying to someone he said he loved To cover his own tracks
Making a fucking fool
Out of one girl and then moving onto the next Saying he still loves her But meaning it with a cold and hurtful heart
Die mother fucker
I say as I drift to sleep Die and hope that nothing of yours lives on
With all your lies and cons
Holding myself close now For what he done is w
in Spoken Word on 2/27/07
Do you EverAs i lay still and wonder why Many things fill my lonely mindDo you Ever
Why did you leave? Why dont you cry?
Why did you leave me to lay here to die? Day and night i think of you
Is there nothing else for me to do? other then sitting here alone thinking about you?
Do you ever cry at night? Do you ever stay in one place for more then a day?
Why do you pack up and leave when someone says "I love you" ? Do you ever think of me?
Because i know i can not stop thinking about you
in Spoken Word on 1/30/07
Is it Bad"I love you" I told him With nothing but the truth Why did you leave me? I know you still love meIs it Bad
"I will never stop loving you" I whisper under my breath As you hang up the phone The tears fall from my eyes insted of yours
"I love you baby" I say over and over again "Is it bad that i do?" I scream as loud as i can
"I love you" I say As i fall asleep at night Wishing and hoping that you could hear me Because i never wanted you to leave
in Open on 1/30/07
More and MoreMany years waiting in pain Not knowing what is trueMore and More
Lost in this world But yet i dont have you
What am i to do? What am i to say?
other then i love you More and more each day
in Fixed on 1/30/07
Missing and NeedingMeeting up with an old friend Giving them a hug like there is no end Finding out that they still love you Finding out that u still love them to Wanting to kiss them just to see how it feels But remembering that you are taken and trappedMissing and Needing
Missing the warmth of their body Missing the touch of their lips Missing everything that made you love them
I want to hold you forever I still love you dearly I still weep at night cause I miss you (My sorry heart says in a sweet embrace)
Needing the warmth of their body Needing the touch of their lips &nbs
in Spoken Word on 1/11/07
Licker My old Best FriendI miss you more everyday You where my only friend That would not say anything back I miss you dearlyLicker My old Best Friend
Why did they kill you? Why did they take you from me? I wish you never left me I wish you where still with me
So I could hold you close once again So that you would be there when I cried I loved you so much Why didn’t I get any pictures of you?
The never wanted me to be happy Please come back I need you Please my friend I still love you I wish I could hold you now
But I cant because they killed you I wish I could ha
in Spoken Word on 1/9/07
Daddies Little GirlYour messing with the wrong family I say to all the guys But they never believe me They think it is all liesDaddies Little Girl
My daddy is a truckie (well used to be) He doesn’t mess around He is big, tough and nasty And would fuck you inside and out
Why can’t they just believe me? When I well them the truth They seem to think I am lying Maybe I can get daddy to give them a boost
Then maybe they will believe me Not to mess with us Cause I am daddies little girl And over me he fusses
Daddies little girl I have always been
in Fixed on 12/26/06
DEATH,LIFE,LOVE.death. death to all inside another.DEATH,LIFE,LOVE.
living. living is hell when you dont know what to do with your life.
nothing. nothing is left but the pain that has been caused.
love. love is what you shall feel for another one day.
death. death to self for you no longer. wish to live.
good bye. good bye my friend for i shall never be forgiven.
death,life,love all the things that happen in life. nothing can save you once you decide to kill yourself.
i love you is the last words you will ever hear from me.
in Spoken Word on 12/10/06
Can I stand with out himLoving hurts Hating hurts Death only affects those who careCan I stand with out him
Why is it that in life not everyone cares? Do I have to prove that I love another by giving into them? Many years have passed since I was that sweet little girl that everyone loved Now I am 16 and I don’t give a shit what I do or what they think
People say that they care but they never really? Why try sucking others in if they don’t want to? Why try anything when it will only hurt you? Why love someone if you can’t even be with them?
Nothing can hurt if you don’t care for yourself or others N
in Spoken Word on 12/10/06
I... Love.... Youi love the way you talk to me i love the way you spoil me i love the way you say goodnight i love the way you stay in my siteI... Love.... You
i love the way you kiss me i love the way you hug me i love the way you tuck me in at night i love you and you love me
i just love everything about you
i love you and you love me
in Fixed on 10/9/06
Confused about it allthinking that many things go wrong nothing ever is right why is it that everything starts when you dont want it to?Confused about it all
many problems many things that go un answered friends, family never really been there for you
coming from a bad relationship coming into a better one not really being able to handle it
thinking to hard about what must happen what must change? what must i do to prove myself to the person i love?
i never what to be with out him but i dont know how to say that to him is this how i will forever remain?
should
in Spoken Word on 10/1/06
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